Sunday, November 20, 2005
my blog has moved to www.abby-.blogspot.com
haha. cant get into this blog probably because of the stupid address.
feel free to RELINK. haha.
iLOVEyou-
12:12 AM
Friday, October 14, 2005
wee.. im crazy.. looking at the results i got, its kinda unbelievable that im going to Jc open house.
haha. well but its kinda fun touring round schools..
today's destination was nanyang jc and temasak jc.. well.
in nanyang, the atmosphere was quite dull.
the school is quite nice though.
place is bug, nice library, well equipped.
well.. just that its far from my house and i think they dont have much CCAs.
uh. we went to temasek and spent most of our time there.
know why?
we went round playing all the different kind of sports.
TJC is so cool. I mean the CCAs that they have.
lol. if only i could get in!!
oh btw, we tried using the gun to shoot the bullseye.
haha. i didnt shoot it but at least i shot the paper.
good work abby. lol.
we played tennis, squash and volleyball.
great fun.
i cant catch any tennis ball.
i could hit the squash ball but i always hit the wrong place.
not enough strength.
lol. but well.. its kinda contradicting..
the wall came off.
haha. as in the cement dropped out.
uh watched some mass dance then came home by myself.
some people took a taxi without us.
i just had to feel my way home.
haha. tata. thats all for today!
[intelligence.charisma.beauty]
iLOVEyou-
5:14 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
life's great.
haha
i have nothing much to say.
study..
haha.
iLOVEyou-
6:53 AM
Friday, September 30, 2005
well..
DISC report is out!!!
hahaha. i am such a steady person!
hooray. well.. to each its own.
lol. wells.. did so much science today.
im really going crazy.
days are running out.
but im lazing about.
damn.
just cant get myself to sit there to study for hours.
i dont know why.
just cant.
haha.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
to aliwee and sheenana.
haha..
may u all stay happy and young forever.
take care!!
-missed the times we had-
iLOVEyou-
7:06 AM
Monday, September 26, 2005
its over.
i know.
but im never gonna leave your side.
without you its like me without my soul.
maybe i will just leave you for a little while.
but i will talk to u again soon.
no matter how much you hurt me,
i will still hold on.
i will never leave your side till you ask me to.
you used to be the one to put a smile on my face...
i will never give up making you smile.
i hope u dont give up on yourself too.
i will live with the pain for now.
but i hope u smile and never frown.
i will miss the times.
i will hate you.
i will blame you.
i will never forgive you.
but thats just all a lie.
i cant bring myself to do it.
love conquers it all.
[never gonna leave your side]
iLOVEyou-
3:08 AM
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the samesince you've gone away
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
Recalling times gone by
And crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again'till you come to me
yeah
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
iLOVEyou-
2:35 AM
Friday, September 23, 2005
Move a step closer you know that I want you
I can tell by your eyes that you want me too
Just a question of time I knew we'd be together
And that you'd be mine
I want you here forever
Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I fee
lI can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want and baby it's you
I can't deny my feelings because they are true
[Chorus:]
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
I've seen you sometimes on your own and in crowds
I knew I had to have you my hopes didn't let me down
Now you're by my side and I feel so goodI've nothing to hide don't feel that I ever could
Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want and baby it's you
Can't deny my feelings because they are true
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
I'm not making plans for tomorrow let's live for tonight
I know I want you baby so hold me so tight
Put your arms around me you make me feel so safe
Then you whisper in my ear that you're here to stay
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
iLOVEyou-
8:33 AM
eng results..
disappointing.
truly disappointing.
below expectations.
why? i have no idea.
i have done whatever i could.
study, i did.
at least i can say that for english.
sometimes ppl will never understand.
i just couldnt hold back my tears.
the only subject i could do well..
it turned out to be so bad.
dont cry?
its easy to say.
its not easy for me.
at least im not strong inside i know.
is my english very bad?
i really dont know.
at least i did not do so badly in my life before.
i dont know what else i can expect for the rest of my subjects.
english.. sigh.
i guess i will have to stay back everyday already.
its kind of sad to get this kind of results.
the best thing is i cant control my emotions.
haha. laugh all u want.
i would love to control my emotions too.
but its really sad.
i mean. yea think bout it.
sigh i dun't know how to explain.
i worked so hard and this i what i get?
all i need was encouragement at that time.
thanks to all who comfort me.
i hate it when people tell me things i dont like to hear when im upset.
i will just flare up.
perfect?
im not one.
at least i know.
want me not to make mistakes?
i can't.
considerate?
will you ever spare a thought for my feelings?
laugh smile is what you want me to do.
why is it so hard to do what i want you to do?
you cant explain and you dont want to do anything.
everytime when im sad,
you leave me alone.
what do u want me to do?
every obstacle is a test to how strong our friendship is.
share problems with me.
do you?
i say something wrong and you can't forgive me?
or at least smile after i said sorry.
it all seems like my fault.
can you truly say you are happy to be my friend?
no matter how much i care,
you remain unmoved.
why?
coz im always doing it for you.
then you will say dont do it.
yes. ok. thats how you show your appreciation?
you dont want me to care?
then why dont we go on our seperate ways?
why do we remain as friends if all i can do is make you unhappy with everything i do?
ask me bout your life, i dont know anything now.
im sick of always fighting to slove the problem but yet get a answer that is not nice to hear.
i wonder how long this can last.
im afraid after the petals drop, the stem will fall.
-end of me-
iLOVEyou-
1:24 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
A PERSONAL NOTE TO MISS YIXIU.
hi!!! if you ever come across my blog,
and if you are free, remember to
add a tagboard in your blog coz i have no
where to put my comments!! hahaha. so
must remember okay!! i have alot to comment.
hoho. ok take care!
iLOVEyou-
1:15 AM
what kind of Geog paper is that?
i guess im going to do badly!!
arrghh!!
not enough time to finsih.
heh. came to school just for that paper.
Guess what?
one hour later, can go home already.
haha. lame right?
it was raining so heavily.
wanted to eat macs but only 2 people going.
since i want to cath that show on the bus,
i decided to go home.
But guess what?
after missing so many buses,
i still cant get to watch it.
haha. so i just took 58 home.
left with science and chinese paper.
next will be o's.
good luck to me and all. =)
iLOVEyou-
1:01 AM